It’s so silent, I watch my life running around, but no one sees me, no one cares about me.

Am I still here or I am not? Is time still going or it stopped?

I lost my sense of time, Of life, But I think I’m still living. 
I dressed my favorite red dress, and now waiting for the good moments. But nothing happens, and I’m still waiting. 
I lost so much time while waiting. 
I’m full of colors, but everything is dark around me.